My Guest Wanted to Be Me—And She Was Already Inside

Abby arrived with bags and wine, her divorce still raw. Michael, my husband, opened our door wide—“She needs us,” he said, grabbing the air mattress. I’m Sasha, and I thought I’d help her, not lose my place.

I set up the guest room—clean sheets, a vase of blooms, kid toys gone. “She’s my sister,” Michael said, and I agreed, ready to support. But a quiet unease settled in fast.

She fit in at first—board games with Lily, sketches with Ella, a meal or two. She eyed my style, my ink, my beauty hacks. I worked from home, dodging her presence, but it shifted.

One day, she wore my robe, casual, “It was hanging there.” A flicker of weirdness hit me. She started echoing me—my tone, my lunch-packing, my daily flow.

A black air mattress on a carpet | Source: Midjourney

Her lasagna outshone mine—Michael loved it, teasing I’d lost my crown. She read my girls to sleep with my tale—they didn’t need me. I stood outside, fading in my own space.

She grabbed my yoga stuff, my fragrance, my phone case—mimicked my hair. It was odd, like she was peeling me away. I whispered, “She’s just lost,” but my gut twisted.

Ella giggled, “Mom,” to Abby one night—Michael laughed it off, “Aunts are special!” Abby basked in it, and I stayed mute, rattled deep down.

“She’s becoming me,” I told Michael. “She’s healing,” he said, “let her lean on you.” I felt sidelined, watching her take root.

I turned wary—checking locks, noting her copies: my laugh, my shoes. I tracked it all, feeling crazy. She was everywhere, and I was shrinking.

One evening, she sat with our wedding album, in my pajamas, my spot. “I missed this,” she said of love. I sat, curious—was this a breakthrough?

Late one night, she read my journal in my office. “I want your sureness,” she said simply. I gaped—she was off, and it shook me.

She grabbed ice cream and walked out. I searched her room—a shoebox held my pics, journal bits, “Be her, be better” scrawled endlessly. A letter to Michael said she’d ditched college for him, yearning for my life.

His mom’s email begged him not to let her stay—she’d cling. He’d known, kept quiet. I faced him, “You let this happen!” He sighed, “I felt I owed her.”

Abby left, admitting, “This isn’t me.” At a coffee shop later, I said, “I read it.” She owned it, soft, “I wanted to feel alive,” and I gave her a therapist’s name.

She messaged, “I’m hopeful.” I stayed Sasha, solid, as she found her own path—not mine.

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